WHAT THE FUCK?!?

I am SO fucking done with this whole situation. Today, I woke up, and through postive thinking, allowed myself to have a good day and not try to dwell on things. My CT was scheduled, I would find out soon (maybe), and then we would go from there. That lasted maybe until 3pm.

I got a call a little bit ago from the place doing my CT, confirming my appointment. When I confirmed the location with them, the place I was told by that fucking MA from Neuro, they told me that was incorrect and it was in a completely different location. So, I asked Jess to look up in the computer (same company, albeit, a different location). All she showed was that the MA told me the location which was in fact wrong. But here is what else she found new in my chart. There was a note from the doctor to his MA that the next time a test result comes back that is urgent or critical, he would like to be paged right away. So, the report DID come back right away and the fucking bitch stalled on getting it to him. She saw it was urgent and instead, just set it on his desk for whenever he got a chance to look at it with the rest of the NON URGENT stuff. It was supposed to be brought to his attention right away and it didn't. PLUS, there is more.

As a back story again, Jess can look up everything in my notes from her computer at work. However, it is illegal. So, yesterday, Jess asked him why were not contacted right away if they saw this tear in my artery? He said that it was because the note only said it was a low suspicion and they are only doing the test for a precaution. Well, guess what, that is a lie. Jess has seen the report. I have seen the report as she forwarded it to me. NOWHERE, does it say low suspicion. It says, clear as day, we SAW this. Why would he fucking lie to her? AND, by him writing in my notes, "Next time something urgent like this comes along..." shows me it was NOT a low suspicion. It was FUCKING URGENT and he flat out lied to Jessica. Now, the bad thing is, Jessica can not call him on this because she did find out by doing something illegal. All I can do is sit and stew on it. I did call and leave a message with the Patient Advocate who Jess reported everything (except the illegal stuff) to yesterday. I called and told her to add telling me the completely wrong place for my CT to the pile of things. I am not going to stop until this bitch gets a suspension or something along those lines. If nothing happens to her, I WILL go in and let her verbally have it. I don't fucking care. I am at my breaking point. I have a huge headache now, I am angry, and I am done.